Exhausted

I do miss this place somehow.
when i could only be with myself
watched the sun appears and magically the tip of corn flowers were sparkling.
feel the wind blew, and drops of the rain.
thinking about many things and every things and might be realized several things.
pretended that every things okay.
only to got myself smiling.
i wasn't tricking myself, it was only a rest.
and i need it right now. Somehow.