icebreaker

i'm not a good icebreaker.
i could realize it.
'cause actually i am the ice.

i don't know how to break the silence.
i don't know how to make the conversation flows naturally.
i don't know how to make a funny joke.
and i don't know how to impress someone.

i enjoy for every single second in silence.
i'm too busy talking with my self.
but actually, there're a thousands word dangling in my lips.

i would like to share a lot of things.
but i still don't know how to tell.
i'm afraid if i'm not be listened.
i worry if someone getting sick of my story.
i worry if i can't make someone understand, feel, or even imagine what i told.

honestly, i'm so sorry for the silence that i made.
i never mean to make anybody feel guilty.
i'm still learning.
learn to break the ice.